It's the quietst ever...

Another year had passed.. a new b'day year has arrived.. Without realising it, I am going to be 32 already.. and then, another 30 days, new year will come.. and i will turn 33.. Wow!!! time flies so fast.. and then, late last night, i realised i havent achieve much.. my life is still the same.. Then again, do i want my life to be changed? Well, not much but it would be nice if my life have a lil change.. :0.. hehehe...

Anyways, this b'day is the quietest ever.. I mean, I never short of wishes.. but I just wish I would get a b'day wish from this one special person.. Sigh.. I guess, that one will remain my wishful thinking.. *darn, i am getting emo here.. must try to cheer up my day today*.. ;*>.. Now, I definetly must move on..

Diha, you must let go of the things that are not meant to be yours.. and move on.. Life if too short to wait for something that is uncertain.. So, aja aja fighting!!! \(o_o)/

Friends.. and food...

Ppl say food can make ppl come together.. perhaps it's true.. if you notice, modern society nowadays, use food as an excuse to meet/catch up with old friends.. They will either organize a proper 'makan-makan' event or pot luck.. or maybe just go out somewhere and have a sit down lunch/dinner.. That's what I had today.. My colleague was soo nice to treat me an advance b'day lunch.. the lunch was so great till now I am a bit sleepy.. and tomorrow, I am gonna have a get together for my friend's farewell.. and that too over b'fast.. and later in the Afternoon, I have another advance b'day celebration.. now with family.. In short, Food does bring ppl together.. hehehehe..... :)

It's true... one-sided love is always hurtful...

Ouuchh... I did it again.. to be involved in a one-sided love affair.. I guess, i am a weird one.. a magnet to this kind of affair. How many times I have told myself, not to fall in this kind of r/ship.. but then, when you like someone, you can't help to be helplessly in love with him to the extend of losing your own judgment.. sigh.. how would you know, when you first got to know him.. that it will end up you liking him more? erm.. perhaps it's me.. who is suck in love/ relationship.. The prob is, i tried to be away from him, but other part of me is begging to continue trying, not to give up... what should i do? God, pls help me... pls show me some direction.. some light to my stupid problem..

While I was in my sad mode.. I saw this lyrics.. It sang by my favourite korean singer, Hwanhee.. the more i read the song, the more i feel that it relates to my sad love story.. sob..sob...

Tomorrow - Hwan Hee
translation

Because the words “lets end it” was not said

Because the last step forward was not taken

It seems we have never have love

Though it feels like death everytime

My heart does not rest even for one day

I never stop regretting even for one time

Can you see my tears

Can you hear my sigh

Though I swallow and swallow again, it overflows

When will you be turning to around to see this image of me

Tomorrow Tomorrow

Will my feelings be able to touch you

Those words I still haven’t said

Those words my heart wrote and sent out to you

That I love you and for you to come to me

Tomorrow Tomorrow

If only you could come to my side

It doesn’t matter if I shed tears of sorrow

It doesn’t matter if I sigh from continuous regret

I will only wait for you

You’ll turn around and look at me someday

You’ll acknowledge my love

If I want and want again it will happen

If not tomorrow then at least the day after tomorrow

Tomorrow Tomorrow

Will my feelings be able to touch you

Those words I still haven’t said

Those words my heart wrote and sent out to you

That I love you and for you to come to me

Tomorrow Tomorrow

If only you could come to my side

It doesn’t matter if I shed tears of sorrow

It doesn’t matter if I sigh from continuous regret

I will only wait for youEven if it’s the tenth tomorrow

Also even if it’s the first tomorrow

Because I only love you